hey people,

MERRY CHRISTMAS! wat r ya'll doing? well me and my family are going to Amsterdam to see the sight where my dad died. :( it will be sad but its a necessary trip...yeah so tonight we are going to a dessert party (like i need them) :)haha jk but it will be fun and we are going w/ family friends so its gonna be rocking awesome! yeah... so thats all for now

with love

kim

poems (lame, i know but i dont give a crap wat u think) hahajk :)

i wrote these poems after my dad died and i am proud of them. but the second one isnt as good as i would hope. o well *sighs* here goes...

Mixed Emotions
When we got the news
We cried and moaned
And let loose sounds we didn’t know we owned
We screamed and banged our hands on the walls
And asked God why he’d left us so alone

I was angry and overwhelmed
And didn’t understand
Why God would ever let this tragedy happen.

I tried to be strong for my sister and brother
But most of all for my heartbroken mother
Holding all of my pent up feelings inside
I pressed on through life just trying to get by
It made me lash out easier than before
All the while forgetting about our all knowing Lord



He knows what it feels like to have your heart ache
And feel the agony caused by the pain
Somehow he knew that we could get by
The whole time with Him walking right by our sides

Holding our hands every step of the way
Sometimes we forget he’s there all the way
Throughout our long journey of hope and faith
We have no choice but to sit and wait

We may never understand
But we should always know
That in his hands our futures He holds
-Kimberly

More
There’s so much more to life
Than worry, hurt, and strife
When Jesus came to take our burden
He gave us tasks to do for Him
To spread the gospel and bring people to Christ
And to give people the water of life
Someday we will once again join
But until then we must now enjoy
The life given to us
Through Christ’s unending, beautiful love
-Kimberly

please comment on these even if u dont like them... u will help me decide if i should keep trying. :) Thanks

Missed Me?

yo ppl
did ya miss me? probably not but oh well. its just that nothings been happening lately worth writing about. except that we are going to holad on the 28th or 29th. to see the accident sight of where my dad died. please pray for me caus it will be hard on me and especially my mom. she hasnt been sleeping much and im worried about her. when i have time im going to start a new blog but i havent decided whether it will be about songs,lyrics, and poems that i have written (yeah i write poems :) or it will be about my unknown life. i may be brave enough to put it out in the open. but until then i guess youll just have to sit back and wait. hehe jk. but i spend most of my time on the new maximum-x website when i get the chance therefore i dont have much time to post. oh well not very many people read or comment on this anyways. *sighs*
well thats all i really have t say for now but if u have a profile on maximum-x...let me know comprende?
peace out,
kim

COLORADO!!!

yo u guys!
im in colorado having a blast with my cousins. (i have 28) but the family we r seeing has 9 kids. so its like party 24/7. but 1 is spending thanksgiving at our grandparents and 2 of them r at school. but it will be totally awesome. since my dad wont be around for Thanksgiving, we decided to come up here and serve patients that r paralyzed at the hospital that my aunt works at. it will make the holidays easier if its not about us. what r ya'll doing 4 Thanksgiving and Christmas? well guess what...i ended up getting busted for being on the internet like i told u. suprise! i always get caught and never learn. oh well it just means that i wont be able to check this anymore. o yeah i wrote a song 2day but nobody has read it yet. g2g
with love
-kim

hey people,
r u as excited about twilight coming out as i am? i havent even read the book and i know it will be great for years to come. well im trying to branch out and find more songs so if uv got any suggestions of songs with lots of guitar piano combined let me know. o yeah im going to start another blog w/ stories that im writing but i need ideas for stories. o did i mention it will also have songs that i write. but not right away. i need more things to post. i have songs already written down but i need help with coming up with the storyline. yeah im not one to ask for help much but in this last paragraph, nobody would know that. i cant wait to start the new blog and with ya'lls (yeah im from tx.) help i can start faster. i dont have much else to tell you except for sorry that my posts havent been too long or interesting but thats because if anyone knws im on the internet, im totally BUSTED! well g2g!
with love
-kim

Playlist disfunctions

hey the songs that r on my playlist arent the ones i chose just letting u know. im still trying to get it to work. oh well. i cant talk long caus i might get in trouble, yeah yeah im being so good;not. homeschooling is crazier than u would think but i guess im going back to school next year. public school for the first time! im sort of nervous but excited too. well not much else to say so peace out

with love
-kim

My Boring Life in a Paragraph

hey people,

i picked a new template caus my other one was getting kind of old...ya know? well i finally figured out how to follow people's blogs so i followed my followers, except for seth only because it came up with this stupid error code that i didnt get. so i'll try later. no hard feelings. sooo, todays been really boring but im going to colorado for thanksgiving so i have that to look forward to. hey if someone knows how to get music on ur blog when someone pulls it up please tell me caus i dont know how. im still finding out how to do stuff caus theres sooo much to do! well i have a new crush and i sort of forgot what that feels like after a while. he is soo cute but enough of that weird topic. i got my ipod taken away forever and i cried. my mom was being soo unfair. music is like my life and i dont know what ill do without it. but i learn to deal with stuff pretty fast. yah so thats my life and i dont have much more time so i will spare you the other depressing stuff.

with love,

-kim

Hey guys,
i havent written for a long time because i got my computer taken away...for good. it was because i was on the internet when i wasnt supposed to...and i was grounded. so i wont be able to post much unless i somehow get a hold of a computer. :( we are in the atlanta airport right now coming from washington d.c. we ( me and my family) got to see the president board the helicopter to go visit wounded soldiers. it was sooo cool. we were supposed to go w/ my dad but since he's in heaven, he couldnt make it. it made me really sad that he didnt get to go with us. i wuld give anthing for him to be here. :( my bro is annoying as always and my sis got to bring a friend to d.c. so i was pretty much alone. i want to try and make a better relationship w/ my mom caus i no im gonna need her! well not much else to write.
with love
kim

My New Favorite Songs!

Love Story-Taylor Swift****favorite!
Viva La Vida-Coldplay
Fall for You-Seconhand Serenade
Hot n' Cold-Kattey Perry (is that how u spell her name?)
These are defiantley my new favorite songs! u can listen to any music video imaginable at music.com! its the best. try it sometime. well there's not much else new so ill blog when i think of something :)

with love
-kim

Back To Normal...Or As Close As It Will Get

hey...i havent posted for what seems like 4ever! my internet has been down for a while and i havent had time 2 reset it. 4 sum of u who have been commenting on my posts and asking if i am a christian to answer ur question: yes. if i wasnt or my dad wasnt, i dont know how id survive through this. its really peaceful to know hes in God's arms. :) now i just cant wait till God comes to get us all now!
anywho...well there is a website on the computer(well duh), that has people sign up to bring us food. my mom is sort of embarressed. i just found out that people are signed up to bring stuff until December! i was sooo blown away!!! its ah-mazing to see how many people care for our family. the other day my mom asked me how im not crying all the time like she is(well not all the time) but the truth is i dont even know how im doing it. its like i dont have emotions any more...weird huh?! well i dont really have anything else to write about so buh-bye for now amigos.

with love,
-kim

hey to anyone that's reading. i havent posted for a while but ive been pretty busy. people have stopped coming to our house as much so it gives all of my family some time to think. we r going to start hmschooling again on monday. :( it was sort of nice to have a break but not for the reason it was for. we r going to start going to a grief support group where we can meet kids that r going through the same thing we are. my brother can be sooo annoying! but i need to be patient with him because he is now the only guy in the house. he is getting really agressive and is geting almost too strong for me, he is 11 yrs old. we've gotten into like 4 fights. well got to go

with love
-kim

Lots of Cousins!

hola people...we had the funeral for my dad 2day. it lasted a rilly long time. its all good tho. alllll of my cousins r over (i have 28) my mom was one of 7 kids so its realy crazy here (shocker) :) we have sooo many flowers...thanks 2 all the people that came to the service. it really means a lot to my family. well as u could guess, im sort of busy w/people but ill post l8r. i luv yall!!!

with love,
kim

Never Enough Sleep!

i am already so exhausted 2day. last night i took a shower at like 11:40 and didn't get to bed until 1:20ish. we had to take my aunt to the airport this morning at 5 so i only got about 4 hours of sleep. My mom is making some changes to the little brochure thing that everyone gets at the funeral service. we looked at bible verses and it relieved a lot of stress from my mom. the service is tomorrow but i dont know where or what time. im sort of out of the loop on the little details but that doesnt really bother me. its sort of nice to not have to think about anyting right now and i have a bunch of great friends to take my mind off of everything. all of the family is starting to come in and it was crazy trying to figure out where they would all stay. ummm...i got to go my cousins r comming over soon. thnx for taking the time to read this. it means alot.

with love,
-kim

hey people! thnx 2 alll the people that came 2 the candlelight prayer gathering...especially meghan. jk (she told me 2 write that) :) i luv luv luv all of u guyys! ya'll r great. so...come over 2morrow especially if u havent come yet. sum of yall have cum over like everyday. ill post 2morrow...good night!

with love,
-kim

people people and more people!

Hey u guys! lots of people have been coming over since early this morning. normally i can sleep till like 1:30 but i got up at 10 cause my dog was barking soooo loudly!! but it was good to sleep in a little more because i havent gotten much sleep since...well a while. my mom is soo overwhelmed with all the plans she has to make. if u don't already know, my dad just died and his body is still in Amsterdam, Holland. my mom still has to find the right funeral home, i have 2 find pics w/my aunt, and we have to find out where all of my relatives will stay. it will be sooo crazy here for days to come. but besides that thanks sooo much to allllll of the people that have come over. it means so much to me and my mom. um....i dont rilly have much more to say right now but if i havent already bored you 2 deth, i will post later.

with love
-kim

Madison's ah-mazing!...so is Christine! sry they r at my house and we r having the best time! its rilly gd to have frends 2 be around. since we r homeschooling i never get 2 see them. if ur from tca and want 2 come over, u dont even have 2 call. i luv u guys!!! :) gtg
-kim
ps: drew westfall...um if ur reading this u r not in the pretty club. hahajk dont take that personally. i luv all of ya'll. ttyl

with love
-kim

My 1st post! exciting!

hey to anyone out there that even knows i have a blog. umm...i dont know wat 2 talk about caus im like totally new 2 this. well for starters, my dad just died and a lot of people r constantly going n & out of our house. it can be sort of annoying but its really nice to have a lot of people around so u dont have to go through it alone. 4 anyone that has lost a parent or someone really close, i rilly feel for u! now i know how it feels. it still feels like im in a movie and none of this is rilly happenin' ya know? well i gtg but ill blog later bye!

with love
-kim