hey people,

MERRY CHRISTMAS! wat r ya'll doing? well me and my family are going to Amsterdam to see the sight where my dad died. :( it will be sad but its a necessary trip...yeah so tonight we are going to a dessert party (like i need them) :)haha jk but it will be fun and we are going w/ family friends so its gonna be rocking awesome! yeah... so thats all for now

with love

kim

poems (lame, i know but i dont give a crap wat u think) hahajk :)

i wrote these poems after my dad died and i am proud of them. but the second one isnt as good as i would hope. o well *sighs* here goes...

Mixed Emotions
When we got the news
We cried and moaned
And let loose sounds we didn’t know we owned
We screamed and banged our hands on the walls
And asked God why he’d left us so alone

I was angry and overwhelmed
And didn’t understand
Why God would ever let this tragedy happen.

I tried to be strong for my sister and brother
But most of all for my heartbroken mother
Holding all of my pent up feelings inside
I pressed on through life just trying to get by
It made me lash out easier than before
All the while forgetting about our all knowing Lord



He knows what it feels like to have your heart ache
And feel the agony caused by the pain
Somehow he knew that we could get by
The whole time with Him walking right by our sides

Holding our hands every step of the way
Sometimes we forget he’s there all the way
Throughout our long journey of hope and faith
We have no choice but to sit and wait

We may never understand
But we should always know
That in his hands our futures He holds
-Kimberly

More
There’s so much more to life
Than worry, hurt, and strife
When Jesus came to take our burden
He gave us tasks to do for Him
To spread the gospel and bring people to Christ
And to give people the water of life
Someday we will once again join
But until then we must now enjoy
The life given to us
Through Christ’s unending, beautiful love
-Kimberly

please comment on these even if u dont like them... u will help me decide if i should keep trying. :) Thanks

Missed Me?

yo ppl
did ya miss me? probably not but oh well. its just that nothings been happening lately worth writing about. except that we are going to holad on the 28th or 29th. to see the accident sight of where my dad died. please pray for me caus it will be hard on me and especially my mom. she hasnt been sleeping much and im worried about her. when i have time im going to start a new blog but i havent decided whether it will be about songs,lyrics, and poems that i have written (yeah i write poems :) or it will be about my unknown life. i may be brave enough to put it out in the open. but until then i guess youll just have to sit back and wait. hehe jk. but i spend most of my time on the new maximum-x website when i get the chance therefore i dont have much time to post. oh well not very many people read or comment on this anyways. *sighs*
well thats all i really have t say for now but if u have a profile on maximum-x...let me know comprende?
peace out,
kim